15 April

15 April 2006, one of my saddest day in my life. The day my beloved Mama left me. The day I last see Mama. Mama! I miss you...
After reading what ErJie had wrote, I am deeply moved. It was really hard for me to accept the fate. I could still remember last year, I was standing at a corner of the ICU room, praying hard to God not to take Mama away. She didn't even had the chance to step into our new house. I could still remember that we didn't want to choose a curtain colour for Mama because we wanted her to choose a colour that she likes for herself. But, all of these never came true. It's really painful. I couldn't stop my tears whenever I thought about her. I really don't know how to express my feelings.. I really don't know how...