Lately this few days, I had been typing, printing, cutting, laminating, hammering in school the whole time!!! It means, I had been skipping almost all my class recently. Not only that, I even had to stay back for backdrop and stay up late at night to finish up some prefects' stuff and some homework. You guys all should know that being a Head Girl of a school is very difficult but somehow, I do find joy in being one.
Being the Head Girl of my school for abt 4 months really taught me a lot. I still remember the first time when I was announced as the Head Girl on the first day I became my sch's emcee. I was quite surprised indeed but not THAT SUPRISED when our PKHEM announced it. In my mind that time was what am I going to do next?? I still remember ppl shaking my hands congratulating me. I had some sort of a brain freeze. Actually, I kind of knew what was going on because my sch's pricipal accidentally told me abt it. But, when he knew I didn't know, he quickly covered it up.
For the first week of my new indentity, I felt that my whole personality has changed from a jovial and crazy lil' girl to a lonely but, trying to keep her old self back. Everything changed! Not only in sch but at home too! My mum became so strict at me. Whatever I do like, I want to go out, she would say no. What she explained to me was since I am the Head Girl, I must also keep balance of my studies too. I must study hard and get good result to prove to ppl that I can balance both my acdemics and also my co-curricular acts. I was really stressed up and wanting to give up.
Nextly, my sch life also changed. My friendship with my best friends got further and further. I was feeling so lonely and sad. Besides, the teachers are getting quite fed up with me because I had to skip their classes. Sometimes, my closest friend even confess to me that I have changed. I became more bossy. I was so hurt hearing what she said. I was so sad and mad of myself. I didn't want myself to changed. I tried to apologised to her and told her to remind me that if I had ever changed again.
Even my blogging life also changed. I used to online almost everyday or at least once a week. But, ever since that, I could hardly have time to go online. I could hardly find the time to blog. I felt so left out and so lonely.
I had a lot of fun too after since that. I learnt to know more friends and got to get to know them more. Especially Effa, Norazalia, Syaza, Sukinah, Jack, Arman and more!!! I nvr figured that I could know so many cool and great friends. They are so honest and cool to hang out with. Besides, I also had fun doing backdrops, doing duty and so on.
I also learnt to interact more with the teachers. Though I could understand how a teacher would feel because Mummy is a teacher and I used to grow up in a staff room, I could actually know what the teacher wants, thinks and feels.
I also learnt to organised things well and do things more in a serious manner. I learnt to try to get things done on time and get things managed well. It's a priceless lesson.
Well, things aren't as bad as I thought it would be. I knowGod has a great plan ahead for me. He will always be there for me, guide me and protect me. I know that with Him, all things are POSSIBLE!!!
'I can do all things in Him, who strengthen me' Phillipians 4:13