I just watched the Astro Drama Awards 2005. Well, now is 11.01pm. Finished storing the pictures and videos into my computer.
Before the show started, I was actually hesitating whether I need to go to youth tonight or not. I felt so sinful after thinking about it. I felt like, I had chose this before God. But, on the other hand, I don't think so. Even though there is no show tonight, I don't think I am going to go too because Daddy and Mummy won't feel like sending me to youth and fro and I won't go to youth every Saturday night unless I wanted to go. I kept praying to God and asked God for forgiveness. I just don't know how to feel. Some of my friends, though they don't go to youth, they still feel alright and ntg. Why am I feeling like this? Maybe it's because I fear God. Hopefully it is.
Oh God, forgive me for my silly act. Please do forgive me for what I had done. I want to confess my sin to you and repent. I was really selfish. I don't know whether I am wrong or not, whether I should feel like this or not. But, I know that no matter what, and no matter how I feel, I should come to You in prayer and express my feelings towards you. Oh merciful Lord, I pray Lord, that you forgive me, forgive me for what I had done. I just don't know what to do and how to feel. No matter what oh Lord, forgive me, control and guide me so that I will not repeat this sinful act again. Thank You Lord for your grace and mercy.
I really hope that God will forgive me and I know He will because He is a forgiving God. No matter I am wrong or not, all I just need to do, go to God in prayer. He is the only One who can help me. Please pray for me that I will not do it again. Thank you Lord!